alhamdulilah, ayah masri is safely home. he lose weight alot. it hurts so much to see him in this state. he used to be so active, cheerful and talkative. eversince he's been diagnosed with different kind of sickness recently, he looked so weak and restless. all he wanna do is sleep which is definately not good. now he is back home with a tube stucked out from his left chest. that tube is for him to undergo dialysis every 2 days starting today. imagine a used-to-be healthy man having to go through such suffering now. berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul. mama iejah has been a very strong woman. settling hospital stuffs, ayah masri's medical updates and conditions, home and work. she handles everything well. no complains at all. she's a great woman whom i really looked up to. but i know, deep down inside, she's feeling very drained out. she have to be strong for her family, for her 3 sons. love on the other hand, is weak. he's not able to handle and control his emotions. i've always known him for being soft-hearted. he's so upset about ayah masri's condition. his facial expression really shows that he's worried. i know, who wouldnt right? he will just sit infront of his dad, looking at him aimlessly. i know he feels so lost. not knowing what to do. when we sit down for dinner or whatsoever, he would always ponder how the future will be like. how long the family can stay together and be strong to face this challenge. i know for sure, he's thinking of his mum. he's thinking to lightened her burden. i know. and i know how tough it is for him to take up this challenge. he's the eldest son afterall. my everyday advice to him is to always be strong. always pray for his dad health to be better. never complain and never give up, for the sake of his mum and his 2 younger brothers. i may not be of any help physically, but for sure, im here to give love my utmost mental support. so dear boy, please stop worrying about me rushing to & fro or not having enough rest 'coz im willing to sacrifice my time and effort for you and your family. i love you and your family. everyday, i pray and hope for the best. Be strong, My Love.