Have you ever stopped to think about all the wonderful people in your life? all the people who mean the most to you, who have been there for you in good times and bad, and who have been there when you needed them most? If you're like me, you probably don't think about them nearly enough. I've finally realised how much he meant to me. how much i appreciate him. how much i loved him. i realised that i've been taking him for granted. i've been taking his patience for granted. his honesty for granted. his love for granted.
you have been there for me all the time. you forgave me for all the wrong doings that i have done. and has continued to love me till now. you have never bear hatred or revenge towards me. you remind me every now & then that you still love me and has always been loving me. i may take enough time to notice your flaws, but do i take enough time to notice how much you did for me or all those things that made me interested in the first place? i know you would give me the whole world.
you'll worry about me till i get home. you'll wake up early in the morning to sent me to work despite you're on off day. you'll sent me to work despite just coming back from yout night shift. you'll spent the whole day with me despite getting enough sleep for your night shift. you'll go to and fro just for me. you'll brought me lunch from home. you bring me to wherever i want. you bring me to anywhere i want to eat. you'll go with me to places you doesn't want to just because you know it makes me happy. you buy me things that i've been yearning for despite you, yourself being on a tight budget and that you always said that as long as im happy, nothing else matters. that is how much of happiness that you have given me.
honestly, i see myself leading my future with you. only YOU. i want to get engaged with you. then we'll planned for our wedding. we'll talked about what colour to choose from. we'll talked about what car for our wedding day. we'll talked about how our wedding celebration will be liked. i want to get married to you. then we'll look for a house. we'll planned on how our house will looked like. we'll plan on how many kids we want to have. we'll planned on where to go for our honeymoon. i want to own a beautiful house with you. then we'll have a nice family living under one roof. i'll cook nice dishes for the family. i want to have kids with you. then we'll have the kids running around the house. and them calling us 'mummy' & 'daddy'. i want to have a beautiful life with you. a beautiful fairytale. a fairytale which we create together as a token of our love. only god knows how i feel. i really do love you, though i may not show it.
.iloveyou.
.muhd syafiq.
