collected my baju raya from makcik jahit. upset giler. not up to my standard. mcm mane lah si makcik ni ukur. hati sakit! should have just buy those ready-made ones like i always did every year sey. sigh.

got back from part time. was walking from carpark to my block. im not sure what i was thinking. suddenly, tears roll down my cheek. sat under void deck alone, crying, in my part time uniform. da macam perempuan ape. i dunno what got into me. confused. hopeless. upset. lost. terasa mcm nk give up. terasa mcm penat. terasa mcm kesiankn diri sendiri. why? my mind's totally in a mess. i cant think straight. maybe what mash says is true. maybe its just one of those days when i feel too tired from everything. maybe. sigh.

supposedly it was our annual iftar session. well, it is. and to spiced up our meetup, my ladies actually planned a surprised birthday celebration for myself & mamai. belated birthday for me and advance birthday for mamai. iftar was at f.i.s.h, the mini version of fish & co. it was all good & fun. many thanks, hugs & kisses to emil, fiza & reena for the surprise! not forgetting the delicious cake, birthday balloon & the gorgeous Swarovski earring!! not forgetting my thanks to f.i.s.h's staffs for the birthday song & card! cheh cheh. da mcm kasi Best Actress Award nyer speech gitu eh? haha! so anyway, this is to summarised my iftar cum birthday celebration with my dearest ladies. i love you all so much lahhh!! XOXO. :)