one after another, my sufferings are like never ending. early morning went for my appointment at National Skin Centre. first liquid nitrogen treatment right after my consultation with the specialist. was told that i have to go through at least 10 of such treatment. it was painful like hell. terasa jari jari aku nak terputus. i cried while doing the treatment. love cried too upon seeing my tears. alahai si mamat ni. emo lah pulak. hehh! aftermath of the treatment, soreness and stinging sharp pain on my fingers. how the hell am i supposed to survive for 10 treatments?!! TELL ME HOW?!! even right now i cant type, write or hold anything properly. sigh. the specialist who will look after me for the rest of my treatment says that i must not give up. i've already started on the first treatment and so i shall continue on till i recover fully. well, no pain no gain. :)