its already September, for goodness sake. haizz. so fast huh.. and alot has been happening whether i like it or not. suddenly, i feel so tired. tired. restless. upset. disappointed. just too much for me to describe. tskk!! one problem after another. i cant run coz it wont solve anything. i have to face it but i just dont have the effort and strength. i hate being left alone. coz once im on my own, every single problem gushes its way and hit me like heavy waves and drowned me. sigh. there's too much stuffs playing in my head. i cant share with people coz they might not understand. being at home is not even helping me. it makes the situation worsed. i no longer feel the love of a home. i really hate what im going through right now.