im so confused right now. i, suddenly, just somehow feel that we should have never thought about it in the first place. at one point of time, i feel happy 'coz im going one step ahead into marriage life. but at another point, i just feel its not the time yet. i just cant figure out what's actually the main problem here. was it you? me? my family? your family? i dont know. my happiness is just momentarily. i no longer feel excited nor happy now. maybe of some reason that i just cant figure out till today.
dear GOD, please embrace me with strength and patience..
Friday, September 5, 2008
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