as usual, on a beautiful Sunday morning, went for breakfast at Tekka.. nor called asking for company to collect her handphone at Tampines Nokia Centre.. agreed.. as dear also need to go to Starhub Customer Service to replace his SCV Set Top... met nor at 1pm.. dear had to leave me to nor's custody coz he has to proceed to Changi Airport to bid farewell to his aunty who is leaving for Venezeula for a month.. so myself & nor went to chill at Coffee Bean... halfway thru, mamai called saying that she's joining us... we chilled at Coffee Bean for 3 hrs.. after tat, went to an optician coz mamai decided to do new specs for herself... after that, went to Courts.. coz i nd to buy mommy a Rice Cooker for Mother's Day.. by then, dear had already joined us.. after which, we had nowhere else to go.. so we decided to laze at my crib & watch Wild Hogs... a great way to spent a Sunday rite... *smile*

a last minute plan to Sentosa... since nowhere else to go.. damn.. Singapore is indeed a small island.. *grin* went home after work to pack necessary stuffs.. myself & dear decided to 'tapao' food frm home.. hmm.. since when did we learn to be thrifty...?? *grin* *smile* we cook instant fried noodle, pack some of mom's karipap & durian puff... hehe.. then, proceed to Sentosa.. we just spent our time lazing by the beach... no swimming... juz lazing.. *smile* i decided to watch the newly opened Song of The Sea... showtime at 7.40pm... queue was damn fcuking long... with all those kiasu ppl pushing their way in.. shish.. myself & dear managed to grab the best seats.. overall, the Song of The Sea was M.A.R.V.E.L.L.O.U.S!!! it's better than Magical Fountain.. had a great time though.. enjoy the evening so much.. thank you dear for the company..

met e usual peeps for dinner.. abg, kak eme & nonie-san was early.. *smile* met ayunu & mr lipsy at Wheelock's Carpark.. proceed to Bin Talib for dinner.. followed by short coffee session at Starbucks.. as usual, had those stupid laughters & gossips...

on a diff note, went to cik asiah's hse after dinner... cik asiah had bn calling dear regarding bees in her toilet.. so myself & dear left the gang early... rchd cik asiah's hse abt 10pm... checked out the bees in her toilet... damn!! they are as big, thick & black as a beard... my goodness!! now, im having goosebumps as im typing.... shish... they are like double the size of a human head!! try imagining it.. dear only brought up a long pole, muffler & a can of chemical... cik man didn't agree with dear attire to bring down those deadly bees.... so he asked dear to put on his raincoat, helmet & shoes... heheh... very cute.. dear took only 5 minutes to handle those deadly bees... and uncle jo, being so damn irritating, trying to scare me by asking me to prepare myself if let say, in 10 mins time, dear still hasn't come out of the toilet, something bad might happen... very funny uncle jo... *grin* whatever it is, im proud of dear.. heheh... ain't i lucky to hv dear who is so braved.. hehe... superb.. *smile*

went home damn early today.. 'bout 6.30pm.. mom & abang was shocked to see me home so early.. and stoopid asraff make a sarcastic remark, 'aik! siang alik niari? selalu alik kul 10 mlm!' wth! wats the big deal you idiot! honestly, im used to going home late.. but today... *sigh* only 1 hr at home and i feel so uncomfortable.. i was going in & out of the room.. *smile* & i've already started yawning when the clock shows 8.30pm.. shish.. so decided to sleep lah... didn't know how long i've slept but, suddenly, asraff woke me up with a shocked news.. mak piah (my foster mother who took care of me since i was a baby) passed away... tears automatically rolled down... my memories with her suddenly flashed back... i feel bad for not visiting her ever since i moved to my tampines home.. its only during hari raya that i visited her.. i feel so guilty... i've always treated mak piah as my own mum.. i still remember when i used to stay at ubi, her house is where i always spent my time at.. when i was a child , my parents had to work night shift.. so myself & my elder brother would be sent to mak piah's house.. she took care of me & my brother just like her own child.. with lotsa love... everywhere she go, she would bring me along.. even her children treated me dearly... and for sure, im not forgetting bak hussain (my foster father) & tok (my foster grandfather)... i feel so blessed... only god knows... these ppl treated me with pure love... honestly, i've nvr forgotten them.. never... its a torment remembering how tok left me years ago.. bak left me 2 yrs ago.. and now, mak left me.. even now, at this moment, i am visualizing how i spent my childhood with you, mak... *sob* i had a happy childhood.. honestly, i do... mak, i was hoping you, bak & tok could witness my wedding, but, Allah loves you most.. i was hoping i could make a dedication on my wedding day, saying 'Thank You' to you, bak & tok... but now, i wasn't able to... *sob* mak, bak & tok, thank you for everything.. im sorry i didn't managed to repay your kindness... semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas Roh sekalian... Amin..

as of today, adak lan's status will changed frm single to married.. yeay!! finally, my dear uncle is married to a gorgeous lady, yusnita.. their wedding was sederhana tapi meriah.. its sad embah wasn't around to witness adak's wedding.. im sure embah would be so happy to see adak being the groom for the day.. but im sure, embah would give his blessing frm above... adak, semoga keluarga yang kamu bina kekal hingga ke syurga... amin.

spent e whole day at nenek aman's hse.. adak lan is getting married tomorrow.. *smile* he is so excited.. heheh.. who wouldn't? *smile* finally, adak's found his love.. everyone was at nenek's hse except angah's & adak li's family... im surprised cik comel's family arrives early.. *grin* on a diff note, i was hoping i could leave nenek's hse early 'coz can't stand cik comel blabbering abt her 1st daughter getting engaged with a well-mannered boy lah.. her 2nd daughter passed her driving test lah.. her 3rd daughter scored go0d grades in school lah.. damn!! wth!! u tink ur daughters so great huh makcik? she keep going on & on abt her daughters... fcuk!! ya i noe ur daughter is beautiful.. got nice body.. so??? i don't give a toot lah makcik!! u don't hv to go round critizing other ppl's child wat!! and it's none of ur business if im still as skinny as ever!! damn!! tell u wat lah makcik, before you go on with ur bullshits, think!! which family visit nenek often? which family spare their weekend to go over nenek's hse & spend e whole day there? which family?? my family!!! you??? once a year... or twice a year... or when you needed help... im not trying to be calculative... but if you wanna start ur shit by critizing other ppl & bringing ppl down.. i can start mine too.. i simply don't understand all this aunties... they got the time to put their arse in ppl's life, but they got no time to take care of their 'OWN' children.... well cik comel, 'wen you want to criticize me or my family, pls mirror urself first can?' right ayunu?

went to nek aman's hse earlier tis evening... it's bn so long since i visit nenek.. e last time was like during hari raya haji... luckily need to take something if not i don't know when else i would visit nenek.. it was heartbreaking when i enter nenek's hse.. atmosphere was so solemn.. e lights was dim.. my imagination run back when arwah embah was still around.. embah would lie down in his favourite sofa & watch 'gusti' (wrestling).. he would get mad if anyone changed the channel.. *smile* arwah embah likes to asked abt his grandchildren whereabouts.. stil remember.. "mana nur? sudah lama enggak dtg?" in fact, im sitting behind him.. hehe.. wat do u expect.. senile already.. *smile* arwah embah doesn't talk much wif his grandchildren... neither wif anyone.. every now & then, im missing his egg toast.. i remember 5 yrs ago.. my family had to stay over for a few months at nenek aman's hse.. then every morning, before going to school, embah would prepare his speciality, egg toast for everyone.. myself & my 2 other brothers would quarrel over his egg toast.. hehe.. then occasionally, embah would give me & my siblings extra pocket money even though my mom has already given us.. *smile* even after we shifted to our new home, my family occasionally visit embah & nenek.. embah nvr fail to give me & my siblings pocket money.. even if it's $1, he is never stingy.. embah is a loving grandfather even though he doesn't talk much.. mak long & nenek always sd tat embah's favourite grandchildren is asraff, abg, aman & myself.. especially asraff.. but of course, he loves his other grandchildrens... *sob* i had always wanted to repay embah's kindness when i had a stable job.. but Allah loves him more.. Allah took embah away from me.. on the day embah left us, nenek pass a remark to me & the rest of the grandchildrens... "ni embah da takde, jgn lupe nenek pulak!" my dear nenek, nor tak akan luper kan nenek.. dan nor tak akan luperkan embah.. nor terhutang budi dgn nenek & embah.. embah, terime kasih kerana menyayangi diri nor.. nor rindukan embah..

to atok yahya & baby angel alpha noshin, there's never a time i forget you..

You Are Always In My Heart & My Prayers.... Al-Fateha...

my body is all aching after a 1-day trip to Melaka.. but despite all those aching, i had a great time though.. left for Melaka at 9am tis morning.. went wif dear's friends... i was so excited.. excited to ride on the pocket bike & go-kart.. not forgetting e Seafood meal.. *smile* a 4 hrs ride to Melaka was indeed tiring.. my butt, my body, my head... everywhere lah aching.. *haiz* reached Melaka at 12.30pm.. managed to ride e go-kart only.. 'coz pocket bike only available at nite.. sian ah... but e go-kart was fun though... heheh.. i had tis 'gundu' friend of mine.. he turn e go-kart into a bumper car..!! can u believe it?? he simply bump into everyone & everything he can bump into... i was like, wth??!! everyone was like laughing their lungs out watching tis 'gundu' drive e go-kart... and he was like turning 360 degrees at every single corner... *slap forehead* actually he wanted to try doing e car drifting thingy, but somehow or rather, it doesn't work..!! *slap forehead harder* and e funniest part is tat, no one gets injured playing go-cart except for tis 'gundu' friend of mine.. tis 'gundu' burnt his arm with a burnt mark of the alphabet "M", cuts his finger & bruises on his knee... *shake head* *smile* after 'hell driving' *smile* we went to fill our stomachs at Umbai-Pernu.. a seafood fiesta..!! yeay..!! our journey home frm Melaka to Gelang Patah was soaking wet... it was raining heavily... but dried up within 1 hr.. 'coz of the strong wind.. & tat every rider was riding on a average speed of 160km/h... aarrgghh..!!! i almost lost my head.. *wink* heheh... drop by at Gelang Patah Rest House for dinner.. myself & dear was e last to rchd Gelang Patah bcoz dear's bearing pecah.. so must ride safely.. wen rchd Gelang Patah, i was told tat another 'gundu' friend of mine happy-happy go straight after e Gelang Patah Rest House instead of stopping... *slap forehead* and worse, tis 'gundu' doesn't even bother to make a u-turn.. *slap forehead harder* *smile* after 45 mins, one of e guy received a msg frm tis 'gundu' saying tat he rchd S'pore safely... *shake head* *smile* aren't tis ppl hilarious?? *smile* am waiting for e next trip aite ppl...

off i went to Sentosa.. dear fetched me at 12 noon.. decided to take the Sentosa Express, but hell, e queue was so damn long.. abt 1km.. wth..!! so dear decided to take the cable car instead.. i agreed.. took a 15 mins walk to cable car tower, and hell yeah, e queue is long also..!! wat the fish..!! so last resort, walk to harbourfront interchange to take the bus service to Sentosa.. FCUK..!! e queue was long too..!!! damn..!!! had to wait for like half an hour.. s**t..!! finally, reached Sentosa.. it's only 1pm and the whole Sentosa is full with different kind of ppl.. actually, plan to go Siloso Beach.. but after seeing e whole stretch of beach is packed, decided not too.. not only Siloso Beach okay.. Pahlawan Beach.. Tanjong Beach.. is already occupied.. everywhere in Sentosa is packed..!! aarrghh..!! so was telling dear.. take a ride on e Sky Ride & Luge.. dear agreed.. was queueing for e tixs wen a malay lady approach me & dear.. she gave us free tixs to e Sky Ride & Luge.. yup.. FREE..!! we saved 40 bucks.. how nice.. was so thankful to the lady.. since we saved 40 bucks.. myself & dear decided to apply for the Sentosa Islander membership.. yup.. and so now, I'm a Sentosa Islander.. Yeay..!! aah yes.. not forgetting something.. my dear darling is afraid of height.. heheh.. we took e Sky Ride.. dear was so stiff.. *smile* dear dare not look down.. heheh.. *nod head* a 23 yrs old scared of height..?? my goodness.. *smile* a 2nd time baby?? heheh.. after e whole day at Sentosa, myself & dear drop by at Sultan Plaza Bowl in e evening to mt mum, dad, kak shikin, abg lan, cik ya & cik jo.. but e actual reason of me dropping by Sultan Plaza is bcoz i miss my chicken little, effa darling... it's bn sooo long since i saw her.. i miss her playing with my hair.. *smile* spend 2 hrs there then proceed home..

woohoo..!! can't wait for today to end.. heheh.. it's gonna be a long holiday.. yeah..!!

Fri: Sentosa, here i c0me..!! gonna enjoy the sun, sand & sea.. gonna take e skyride & luge.. gonna visit Underwater World.. woohoo..!! am going to spend the whole day at Sentosa.. Yahoo..!! after which, will be meeting my crazy girlfriends for dinner... *wink*

Sat: will be goin on a 1 day tour to Malacca by bike... yeay..!! to hv fun riding pocket bike & go-kart.. yabadabadoo..!!! not forgetting the Seafood Meal as promised by my friend, Aswat.. Yeay..!!

Sun: hmm.. stil deciding wat to do on sun.. heheh.. might be staying home to rest OR am prepared for a last minute outing..!! heheh.. *wink*

till then, lets calmly wait for TODAY to end..!! woohoo..!!! gd day to y'all... chiaos..!!!

i knw you are pissed off by now.. with my tantrum.. ignoring you the whole day.. showing my fcuking face to you.. juz bcoz you didn't cater to my needs early tis afternoon.. you tried your very best to cool me down.. i knw you tried.. but 'Ego' is juz taking me over.. i swear.. or maybe not 'Ego' but, being pampered by you is wat i've bn used to.. and since i didn't get wat i want tis afternoon, i chose not to talk to you.. so, am i supposed to blame you for pampering me?? OR blame myself for taking advantage of you?? now, im starting to realise that i've received enough from you.. your love, care, concern, patience.. everything is complete.. there's nothing else that i need anymore.. maybe, you've pampered me too much.. way too much.. thats why im acting like a spoilt baby.. but whatever it is, i appreciate you alot.. yes i do.. thank you for loving me & thank you for being patient with me all this years.. i know, at tis moment, im still not talking to you.. but.. all i can say is, I'm Sorry.. Sorry for giving you a hard time..

it's bn a week since i craved for Sakae Sushi.. yum.. yum.. suddenly feel like eating.. heheh.. with nonie & dear companion, we went to wheelock's Sakae Sushi.. ayunu & mr lipsy, iswada *wink* was supposed to join us.. but under certain circumstances, both can't make it.. so it's juz me, nonie & dear.. it's bn like, sooo long since i last went to sakae.. dear was excited, coz, it's his first time to Sakae.. heheh.. but he ate quite alot though.. *smile*... after dinner, we proceed home.. juz a simple dinner lah.. but, i did fulfil my crave for Sushi.. *wink*.. what will i crave for next ya..?? hmmm.. *smile*.. thanks to nonie-san for the company.. appreciate it lots..

went to watch Cat Show/ Exhibition at s'pore expo wif dear, asraff, zuhri & his wifey.. it was cute.. different kind of cats.. big, small, fat ones, those wif flurry furs.. different kinds lah.. seeing how cute & adorable these cats & kittens are... i suddenly had this feeling to keep one.. heheh.. i intended to grab one kitten.. asraff also wanted one.. so called mommy to ask for permission.. i know tat mom was ok with the idea but dad wasn't.. so mom sd 'no'.. mom was scared tat if one day, the cats died, she & asraff would cry.. juz like when my 2 little hamsters & my 2 lovebirds died.. come to think of it, true enough.. but, maybe cats are better well taken care of... hmm.. but dear was telling me, if let say i were to grab one kitten tat moment, i must prepare the foods, cage & all those necessary stuffs first before bringing it home... true enough lor.. i haven't got anything at home.. so i ask for the owner of the adoption center's number.. maybe wen i got everything prepared, i shall bring home a new 'family member'... *smile*... maybe next month.. *wink*..