okay. she's still not sure abt e situation rite now. half of it says its fine, half of it says its not settled yet. so which is which? she tried to forget e past and changed for the better. but it seems that he's e one who's not trying his best to improve things. in fact, he's e one whose attitude is changing frm bad to worse. she's so confused.

he don't bother to asked [again & again] for e pics tat he used to put on his speedometer; her sentosa islander card tat used to hang over his rear mirror; didn't save her house number like he used to (and wondering does he [even] save [her] hp number like he used to); he's beginning to silent his hp; beginning to hold tight of his hp; beginning to be so secretive; no longer being so persistent; giving her e 'fine! watever!' attitude & being so 'busy'.

and now, for his info, she's feeling so insecure. very damn insecure. she knows, she's e one who has bn asking for freedom, but yet again, she thinks, he doesn't know or to be exact, [still] doesn't understand what she has bn trying to say all tis while. shhiish! its ok. she shall juz entertain her own confused life herself. watever is ready for her, she'll juz accept it.

to him, do watever you want lahh okk.. she's sooo sick & tired already..