I have not been myself lately. I guess I hv too much in my mind right now. Always faking my happiness wen im with you. Trying my best not to hurt you with my forever-fcuked-up attitude. You make me happy but yet so sad. Was it always my fault wen things dont turned out the way it shld be?? I tried my best to understand and changed for the better. I tried my best to suits your unreasonable needs. Sometimes I wonder, have you ever try understanding me? Have you understand the way i lead my life? well, it's 3 yrs commitment im talking abt here. I'm feeling so restless now. I know you are capable of finding someone much better than me. I hope I could learn to cope living my everyday life without you, if ever we weren't meant to be together. I seriously don't know what to do. I don't need much from you. All i need is for you to understand me & give me a little space. I've gone through enough so please try and understand. I've only had the last pieces of me right now. I'm afraid i can't hold out any longer. I'm sorry if i chose to give up & let go. Please Forgive Me....
Should I Stay Or Should I go?.....
Friday, July 13, 2007
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