Monday, April 16, 2007
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went home damn early today.. 'bout 6.30pm.. mom & abang was shocked to see me home so early.. and stoopid asraff make a sarcastic remark, 'aik! siang alik niari? selalu alik kul 10 mlm!' wth! wats the big deal you idiot! honestly, im used to going home late.. but today... *sigh* only 1 hr at home and i feel so uncomfortable.. i was going in & out of the room.. *smile* & i've already started yawning when the clock shows 8.30pm.. shish.. so decided to sleep lah... didn't know how long i've slept but, suddenly, asraff woke me up with a shocked news.. mak piah (my foster mother who took care of me since i was a baby) passed away... tears automatically rolled down... my memories with her suddenly flashed back... i feel bad for not visiting her ever since i moved to my tampines home.. its only during hari raya that i visited her.. i feel so guilty... i've always treated mak piah as my own mum.. i still remember when i used to stay at ubi, her house is where i always spent my time at.. when i was a child , my parents had to work night shift.. so myself & my elder brother would be sent to mak piah's house.. she took care of me & my brother just like her own child.. with lotsa love... everywhere she go, she would bring me along.. even her children treated me dearly... and for sure, im not forgetting bak hussain (my foster father) & tok (my foster grandfather)... i feel so blessed... only god knows... these ppl treated me with pure love... honestly, i've nvr forgotten them.. never... its a torment remembering how tok left me years ago.. bak left me 2 yrs ago.. and now, mak left me.. even now, at this moment, i am visualizing how i spent my childhood with you, mak... *sob* i had a happy childhood.. honestly, i do... mak, i was hoping you, bak & tok could witness my wedding, but, Allah loves you most.. i was hoping i could make a dedication on my wedding day, saying 'Thank You' to you, bak & tok... but now, i wasn't able to... *sob* mak, bak & tok, thank you for everything.. im sorry i didn't managed to repay your kindness... semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas Roh sekalian... Amin.. |

